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Post by Emz on Sept 17, 2003 16:34:39 GMT -5
You just sed u did though If u think about it you will probaly get it! Luv harriet well i fort i did but then maxi sed sumfin bout the girl and its not who i fort it was. dnt wana give anyfin away
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Post by ~*Jenny Jenn Jenn*~ on Sept 17, 2003 18:20:06 GMT -5
where's the rest *looks around for post* -Jenn
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Post by Hana~boo on Sept 17, 2003 22:40:39 GMT -5
haha..look at you guys all dying to know who the girl is ..well...... i am not gonna tell ya..you'll just have to find out *sticks tongue out* I can tell this is too serious. I see the tension growing on the other's faces and Simon's face doesnt give too much optimism. i brace my self knowing exactly what is coming my way. "of course you are all aware of the unpleasant situation we are in right now" Simon starts to speak again breaking the tension "your last two singles didnt do well at all in the charts..and we havent been called for promotions much.. plus the new wave of music is not helping much.." he pauses giving each of us a chance to gulp nervously then he continues "thats why we have come to a decision" he looks at each and everyone of us and i can see that his eyes are fixed on me especially. "if you're next single doesnt make it in the top 10...the...the band will have to split" his words seem to strike the others like lighteing, but not me. I knew it all along..i could see it coming from miles away. The others all freeze in their seats staring at each other like they had just witnessed someone's death. I can see Aaron sitting with his head in his hands. I knew it would affect him the most..he never really wanted to admit that it just wasnt working for us anymore. The girls faces are totally expressionless and i can see tears forming in Daisy's and Frankie's eyes. "guys..i am not saying that you are deffinetly splitting..we'll have to wait and see how your new single is going to do in the charts..so dont think of this as the end" simon tries to console us and it seems to work with the girls.. But i know better, this is the end..i feel it. "i was going to go into detail about the single but i can see you've had a hard day and i didn't really help with the last bit of it..so you can go" he excuses himself and leaves the room leaving the eight of us with the chaperones "what did he mean by the band will have to split?" Hannah asks stuttering. The others just turn thier heads to her and so do i I shake my head and stand up gesturing for them that we should go. Soon we are all gathered outside the building waiting for a ride to take us back to our different homes. Hana xxx (sorry Maxi if its a bit short...i ran out of ideas..we need to brainstorm on msn )
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Post by aaronsangel on Sept 18, 2003 3:19:10 GMT -5
omg *cries* Maxi, Hana that is soooooo good! DON'T LET THE BAND END!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaah ... oh yes... its only a story phew!
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Post by ~!i!*HaWaiiaNguRL*!i!~ on Sept 18, 2003 3:36:30 GMT -5
omg.. pleez dont let them split up! that would be way to SAAAD!!!
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Post by aaronsangel on Sept 18, 2003 3:47:05 GMT -5
i know there'd be a big puddle on the floor where I'd been crying! lol
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Post by Mernie on Sept 18, 2003 7:22:01 GMT -5
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Post by Maxi Muffin on Sept 18, 2003 8:05:22 GMT -5
Okies hana, i tried to get online to tlk to u but my comp broke n its only jst got fixed sozzy
I look around at everyone, Odviously they are shocked, but couldnt they see it coming? did they think things were going to last forever? I have long since convinced myself that these last 3 years have been a dream, a fantasy, and once the band splits reality will gradually re-form. "Who was here first?" i ask trying to brake the sollem silence "i was" Aaron answers looking up from the floor "I wonder what our next song is going to be" Frankie asks. I doesnt matter what our next song is going to be, i know that, they know that. It wont make a differance, we've made to many mistakes and now we are paying for it. "Track 13" Aaron answers frankies question "How do you know?" Frankie asks Daisys sobbing silently on hannahs shoulder, she new it was the end as well, Staceys across the street on the fone, most likely to her mum, rochelles crouched on the floor with frankie behind her and us 3 lads just stood feeling akward. Aaron was explainin how he had heard simon saying track 13 was the best track for a "Final single" We all had our opinions on track 13 from our last album. Infact we pretty much hated it, the album was rushed, intended for brining in more fans, instead it scared them off, track 13 was NOT going to get us a top 10, and it certainly was not going to be a memorable final single. Daisys sobbing begins growing louder and it starts getting on my nerves. Frankie keeps playing nervously with the rings on her fingers, ocasionally looking up to take in everyone elses expressions. I want to walk away now, but i dont want people to thing im upset. Of course i dont want the band to split, but what can you do? Its not like we will never see each other again.....Right?
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Post by spoiledgurl on Sept 18, 2003 8:36:24 GMT -5
it is so sad...
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Post by ~*Hazzie*~ on Sept 18, 2003 10:39:59 GMT -5
No! This story better not come true - Ive been through enough with S club! Luv harriet
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Post by Hana~boo on Sept 18, 2003 11:30:17 GMT -5
Sorry Maxi i had class and was off line..but here i am Our rides finally turn up and we all huddle in the car. However i notice that i is going to be too crowded. Daisy and Frankie already have to sit on Calvin's and Aaron's lap..and i am not really in the mood of squishing my slef in the back of a car "alright you guys..i think i am going to walk to the house instead" i announce to the them and to the driver "what? why?" Stacey asks confused "there is room you know" "stacey..i am not gonna fit in there..unless you planing on putting me in the back of the trunk" i joke smiling for the first time today and they all laugh at my sarcasm "alright..just make sure you phone Sally or me when u get home..just to make sure you're safe" the driver tells me and i nodd my head looking strangely at him as he pressses the engine running off with the others in the car "honestly..what am i a 5 yesr old?" i mutter under my breath and shake my head at the driver's words I slowly start walking back to the house. It was a long walk but i am up for it. For some reason i feel like i would have chose to walk anyway even if they had a the whole back couch to my self in the car. My eyes start wondering around it's like i am searching for something but i am not sure what it is or maybe who it is. I see the bus approaching to the stop sign and examen the people comign out of it but then a look of disappointment over comes my face. So i let the bus go by without climbing on it . I have decided ot stay a bit longer and just wait for the next bus. My eyes wonder around again as if in seqarch of some one then they stop at the figure of an old lady My heart starts pounding faster ...but.... Hana xxx
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Post by ~*Hazzie*~ on Sept 18, 2003 12:36:38 GMT -5
But what? but what? Luv harriet
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Post by Maxi Muffin on Sept 18, 2003 13:33:52 GMT -5
Butttt harriet lol
But its not the lady from the bus, infact it looks nothing like her. My mind is draw away from thinking about s club 8 and I start focussin on the picture again, its clear in my mind, like a stored vision, the glitterin eyes and the soft smile. If I didn’t already know her, I must now, I already felt like I new her, and I was determind to find out how. I trip and stumble suddenly, I haven’t been looking where im going and I catch my foot on a slightly raised drain. I hear yells and squeals of laughter around me from teenagers and mutters from random adults. Although no1 rushs over to help me, even tho im lying on the floor. Does being in a band suddenly make me unapproachable? I wish I was a small kid again, so someone, ANYONE, could come and pick me up, give me a hug and tell me everything will be alrite. Will things be alright tho? I am starting to dout, what happens AFTER s club 8? Will I just have to slip back into skool and pretend nothing happened? I realise im still lying on the floor and people all around me are watching, but I don’t care. I stand up and dust myself off. I hav a small pain in my chest, feels like tears, but no way am I going to cry in public, I think lying on the floor like a total idiot will be enough for today, thanks all the same.
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Post by Hana~boo on Sept 18, 2003 21:48:28 GMT -5
i gently rub my elbow as i have hit it hard on the concrete...thank god it wasn't my head. I, then, slowly walk back towards the bench and seat myself trying to ignore the laughs of a few teenagers behind me. I look aroun done more time in an attempt to search for what or who i am looking for when i hear a loud sound approaching. My head turns turns to the the source of the noise and i see the bus apporaching. I reluctantly stand up to climb on the bus letting my eyes wander for one last time before enetering the bus "u have to have exact change dont you know the rules already" the bus driver screams in my face in his scratchy voice as i hand him a number of coins "ohh..sorry" i apologize trying to step away a little further from the bus driver as his smell wasn't too pleasant. My hands wander in my pockets searching for the right change. I can hear passangers behind me groaning urging me to hurry up. What is going on today i wonder to myself..is the whole world against me? i give the bus driver the exchange and head to the back of the bus where many seats were vacant
Hana xxxx
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Post by Maxi Muffin on Sept 19, 2003 7:10:23 GMT -5
I take a back seat and curl up thinking about the meeting doesnt even jog a tear, why dont i care that the bands splitting? Maybe it hasnt hit me yet, 2morrow it will, i wonder how i 'll react. I dont wanna face the others for a while, they are going to be so depressing, i cant stand depressing people, its been 3/4 gr8 years, and we will still see each other, its not like we are moving to differant countrys. The bus is bumping along a busy town now, i look out the window at all the shops and crowds of people. "JAY" i hear and angry shout and look around the bus. A mother at the front with a pram is shouting at her toddler. "Aww a baby named after me" i think to myself, of course the baby isnt really named after me, but its a sweet thought. I look back out the window at all the shops. Woolworths, Mcdonalds, WHSmith, BHS, Argos, they all pass me by slowly. Then outside HMV i notice a group of about 4 girls. One stands out a mile in my head though..........
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