Finally finshd chapter 4! *phew* and this is a big chunk just 4 u guys! prolly the biggest update ever! hope u like it! ;D
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p.s dnt forget 2 R&R please!
[ok so the post is a bit 2 big 4 the limit as i've just found out so i'll post it in 2 parts. or maybe 3!]
Chapter 4“Guess who?!” Calvin stood behind Han covering her eyes and kissed her on the cheek. He always loved surprising her and this was no exception.
“Ummm......Is that you James?! I told you not to come - my boyfriend might see us!” Hannah responded cheekily and giggled.
“Hey!” Calvin dropped his hands from her eyes and turned so that he was facing her, wrapping his arms around her waist. “I’ll get this James person and make sure he never see the light of day again” Calvin played along.
“Calvin!” Han squealed hitting him playfully on the chest. Escaping from Calvin’s embrace she then tried to find a comfortable spot to sit on the grass. It was near exam time and she was studying in the park. It was a rare sunshine day in London and Hannah thought it would be better to study outside rather than stay cooped up in a stuffy flat! “You don’t have to be like that. I love you - you know that!” She gave Calvin a look that showed it all.
“Yeah I do!” replying with a boastful face, joking around like a know-it-all!
“Anyway,” Han almost whispering to his ear, making him bend down towards her “maybe, you could be James and we can have a little rendevous together!”
Calvin was left wide eyed. Stunned by her comment. And after a few seconds of it sinking in, he gave her a seductive smile. “I’ll have to hold you to that Miss Richings” now kneeling down on the floor, he gradually closed the gap between them and kissed her passionately, pushing her against the tree hoping she would give in to temptation. His left hand roamed around her body while the other was leaning on the tree to keep his balance. And as quickly as it started, it ended. Hannah stopped it, pulling away breathlessly and pushing him away gently, leaving Calvin hanging, wanting more.
“I’m sorry Calv. You know me to know why,” she said with small tone. Hannah wasn’t ready to take it to the next level yet and Calvin knew that. She wanted her first time to be special; not some romp in the park. Sex was an intimate and emotional thing to Han and not something to be taken lightly. Hannah was upset to think that Calvin anticipated something would happen but she knew better to control herself for her own sake. She didn’t want to be pressured into something she would regret later on. Calvin, as Hannah thought right, was crushed. He understood where Hannah was coming from and respected that, but at times his hormones and testosterone overpowered his mind and body and push forward the idea too much that it occasionally unsettle her. After all he was hot-blooded 18 year old!
Calvin felt the tense atmosphere around them, sat down next to Han and kissed her on the cheek. Hannah smiled thinking about it. It was their way of saying ’I’m sorry’. It started when they were in the band, even before they were dating. When one was angry with the other, the person at fault gave a kiss on the cheek to show a truce. “I’m the one who should be sorry babe. I shouldn’t have kissed you like that and I knew not to force it on you but I still did” with a genuine care in his voice.
Hannah who didn’t like to dwell on things too much immediately changed the mood with one of her glowing smiles and quickly pecked Calvin on the lips to say ’forget it’. “Anyways, why are you here? I thought you were writing songs all day today.” Calvin was planning eagerly to get into the music industry again. This time as a solo artist.
“Am I not allowed to come and see my wonderful, precious girlfriend anymore?! Or do I need a booking with your secretary?!” Calvin asked feigning hurt.
“Of course you can baby, but I just thought writing would be more important at the moment” Hannah remembering Calvin throwing a tantrum after being unable to think of anything for past couple of weeks.
“Well, I came by with lunch and thought perhaps you’d like to have a pinic with me - since I am the secret lover you’re having an affair with! And today I have written 2 songs! So I'm happy” saying proudly. “And I brought my guitar along to play them for you! And remember you have to tell me the truth on what you think! I know when you’re lying missy!” Calvin said jokingly.
“Ok ok you caught me! I’m starving! What’s there to eat?! Scrap studying for the rest of the day - I’ll study tomorrow...that’s if I don’t have any plans...” hinting away for Calvin to catch on. “And I cross my heart, hope to die, stick a needle in my eye that I - Hannah Lorraine Richings - will not tell my dearest that he’s crap!” while laughing at the look Calvin gave at her last sentence.
After their pinic, which Calvin was fussing over little details such as the flowers in the vase he brought along and that Han didn't need to do anything because he was going to feed her, they were sitting around, enjoying the scenery in the park. Hannah was laying her head on Calvin’s lap while he was playing with her hair, brushing through it. The two were silent, thinking about other things when Calvin piped up unexpectedly “Hannah baby?”
“Hmm?” Han replied absent-mindly as she was about to fall alseep in Calvin’s lap.
“Have you ever thought about us getting married? That’s if you love me enough to say yes when I ask you” He always had to add his cheekiness into everything that came out of his mouth. But it was trait to cover up, a mask that was used for the media - the cheeky yet shy guy who had every girl in falling at his feet. But on the inside he was just a little boy wanting reassurance in fear of losing someone close to him.
Hannah who was now awake and attentive by the sudden question sat up, placed herself in between his legs and leaned back so her head was resting on his shoulder. She sighed thinking about it “Of course I have! Why would you think I'd say no?! I love you and only you!” she said excitedly, giving him a quick kiss on the cheek. Staring out at the beautiful setting they were in Hannah asked innocently “Why do you ask?”
Calvin was gazing only at Han the whole time, taking in every single feature about her that was perfect in his eyes. “Just wanted to know what you thought about us being married,” The air was silent and all you could hear was the trees rustling from the wind “You know? I don't think I'll ever find another one like you....that's another reason why I'm keeping ya all to myself!” he explained as he wrapped his arms around her, like a protection from anything that wants to come between them.
“That's nice to hear hunny.” Han spoke contently, “But of course you'd have to wait till I'm 18 first! Can't have my parents running around mad on us!” she chuckled.
“No we can't!” Calvin replied laughing, “But I will marry you soon babe, don't you worry!” He said determined.
“Uhhhhhhhh”